I feel worthless and frustrated by it all. Worthless because I can't get a job within this company in Bristol and frustrated because the little work I HAVE done has been saving project's asses, very important work but LogicaCMG only get a little bit of money for it. And money is what they judge people on when it comes to making them redundant. I know I can do the work.
I need to press on and apply for external jobs, but I'd like to actually get a reply. Perhaps I need to actually go in to the agencies in Cheltenham.
The trouble is at the moment I feel nervous about the entire IT sector; in some ways I know I'm lucky to even have a job right now, so all this is making me very very nervous.
There are jobs internally in Cardiff but that would mean 3 hours of travelling a day at best. And they want me for a year minimum.. I'd be happy to do it for 3 months. I'm going to have to seriously consider it anyway for my sanity and security.