February 22nd, 2002

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Blasted dreams and disappointments

Well, that little 'nap' I took at about 7pm turned into a rather long sleep. Bugger. Ah well I will now tidy up and prepare my costume, but I will have to hoover/put the mattreses out tomorrow when I get back from work.

I feel bad about Colin - he obviously wasn't ready to hear what I had to say. Another misjudgement on my part. He handled it well, but it has a lot of implications. How will he relate to me now, for example? I hope he doesn't feel resentful, which he didn't, or at least I couldn't tell if he did (had he even decided by the time we finished speaking?).

Ah well at least Sam and Andy have just got up, so I can go and be sociable with them at least *grin*. Gotta work out how I'm going to handle getting in some more sleep before work later that will put my sleeping pattern straight but not leave me feeling shattered for work (or the club later for that matter!).

I am not feeling too worried about things tomorrow and for the rest of the weekend - there has been a bit of 'jostling for position' so to speak. I guess that's kinda normal, but we'll just wait and see how everyone feels at the time. I for one know that there can never be an uneasy situation around me for long *laugh*.
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Well today I managed to trace down another problem in the code, which was quite fun getting up to my elbows in some java for a change. I don't think I'm overly popular with the developers however... especially as I managed to piss one of them off by not talking to them about the problem but sending an email instead.

Have drunk far too much caffeine again today.. started chewing pens again - not good.

Hmmm.. the day is dragging somewhat. Perhaps I should go and write some scripts for my program to speed it along.

Roll on the evening :)
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