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Your innermost thoughts (poll)

Okay. This is something that's interested me for a while. Obviously it's about your innermost thoughts, so if you're uncomfortable putting your name to them (for the world to see), I'd be really grateful if you would go to the effort of leaving an anonymous comment with your answers. Same goes for any discussion. I'm not interested in victimisation, more the rationalé behind what you think and how it makes you feel.

When (if) you fill out the poll, please feel free to leave questions that make you uncomfortable (or comment anonymously if you want), but always answer with the least number of options that express your views where possible. If everyone ticks everything then it won't really make much sense, I feel.

Oh, just a thought, to avoid confusion, it might make sense (and be fun) if you signed any anonymous comments with a unique pen name, so we know which comments are from the same person...

Poll #643554 The marvellous brain

Do you find yourself thinking about any/all of the following with real people who are not with you at the time?

Mentally undressing them
0(0.0%)
Imagining yourself having consentual sex with them
3(23.1%)
Imagining yourself having non-consentual sex with them
0(0.0%)
Intentionally hurting them (emotionally)
0(0.0%)
Intentionally hurting them (physically)
0(0.0%)

Do you find yourself thinking about any/all of the following with real people you know who you are with at the time?

Mentally undressing them
0(0.0%)
Imagining yourself having consentual sex with them
1(7.7%)
Imagining yourself having non-consentual sex with them
0(0.0%)
Intentionally hurting them (emotionally)
0(0.0%)
Intentionally hurting them (physically)
0(0.0%)

Do you find yourself thinking about any/all of the following while you're interacting intimately with someone?

Someone else (occasionally)
2(14.3%)
Someone else (often)
1(7.1%)
Intentionally hurting them (emotionally, occasionally)
0(0.0%)
Intentionally hurting them (emotionally, often)
0(0.0%)
Intentionally hurting them (physically, occasionally)
0(0.0%)
Intentionally hurting them (physically, often)
0(0.0%)
Something else unrelated to intimate activity (occasionally)
1(7.1%)
Something else unrelated to intimate activity (often)
0(0.0%)

Do you find yourself thinking about any/all of the following with strangers you pass in the street?

Mentally undressing them
1(14.3%)
Imagining yourself having consentual sex with them
0(0.0%)
Imagining yourself having non-consentual sex with them
0(0.0%)
Intentionally hurting them (emotionally)
0(0.0%)
Intentionally hurting them (physically)
0(0.0%)

How often do you have these thoughts?

Never
2(13.3%)
Very rarely
2(13.3%)
Every now and again
6(40.0%)
Quite often
4(26.7%)
Every day
0(0.0%)
All the time
1(6.7%)

And how do you feel about having these thoughts?

Sometimes disgusted
0(0.0%)
Sometimes turned on by the thought
0(0.0%)
Sometimes turned on by your own twistedness
0(0.0%)
Sometimes horrified
0(0.0%)
Sometimes inconvenienced
0(0.0%)
Sometimes distracted
0(0.0%)
Sometimes irritated
0(0.0%)
Sometimes indifferent
1(9.1%)

And how do you feel about having these thoughts? (part 2)

(Nearly) always disgusted
0(0.0%)
(Nearly) always turned on by the thought
2(25.0%)
(Nearly) always turned on by your own twistedness
0(0.0%)
(Nearly) always horrified
0(0.0%)
(Nearly) always inconvenienced
0(0.0%)
(Nearly) always distracted
2(25.0%)
(Nearly) always irritated
0(0.0%)
(Nearly) always indifferent
2(25.0%)

If you need to, please use this box (or comment) to explain how you feel about those thoughts:

Tags: introspection, polls, reflection
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